I hate it!! I hate beign a teenager!! I have such immoral thoughts. Gaaah! you don't know how possesed I feel. yes I feel possesed, like the girls in the crucible, the devil was controling them. I don't like men! I hate them.! they only want to get in your pants and the only reason I am even entertaining these thoughts is because I want someone to hold and kiss and to hold me!! then aaron was trying to talk to me about fires. then I dunno he had to shovel the porch or whatever then he came back in and lagit started talking off his shirt as he walked into the bathroom and I saw for sure some skin. AHHH I don't want to see you like that! but whatever, I'm better now, just kinda had a moment. I have a lot of those. Some dumb ones, some smart ones and some very blank ones. I don't know what to do in a way I want to tell this page my secret in the worst possible way but then again I want to say random shit just to get attention. I just don;t know anything then I must be dumb right?? but Julie doesn't have dumb friends and I know that so It's just all weird and crazy . Life is crazy. then I've started to read a book called Eat, Pray, Love. So I found a quote that is just too true in this time when I have no romantic partner.
I AM ALONE. I AM ALL ALONE. I AM COMEPLETELY ALONE.
IN THIS instance of not having a bf/gf I hate being alone otherwise I usually prefer being alone.
--me--
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For what it's worth:
Not all men want to get inside your pants. You're not stupid. These feelings suck, you're right.
oh Kate you make me laugh. and give me hope when no one els will. its a good thing though.
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