AAHHHH!

Never a dull day. I did something stupid today and got a mixed reply. Well I just about interpretted one action in 10 different eays, but thats just me. So I basically am falling in love. not like love at first sight just a kid who I - ok want to kiss. he's smart, funny and kinda cute. So I want to tell myself to stop but the crazy wild child side of me won over. I have first and 4th hour with him. I'm not saying his name and you won't know unless you are lucky enought that I tell you or you can ask. So I gave him a note right before first hour was over and it said: 1- Are you single? 2- Would you kiss a girl who wasn't going out with you? Well just about the first minute of third hour I started thinking how dumb I was. I couldn't take it back though. So then in fourth hour he didn't say anything to me about it, nor I him. But I had my head on my desk and he tapped me on the head. Well I glanced at him and smiled. And that is all I know so far. I am kind of freaking out just in anticipation. The deal with me is that I am kind of a whore or slut. Surprise! Yes It's true please don't tell. It's not that I want to have sex with random guys, I just want some romantic love. I also want to be accepted and if a guy fills that sense of belonging then I will try. This I know after having a bit of experience in Freshman year. So now I wait as far as that goes.

Then in English class a staff of the school was watching our class. Of course Mr. Tanner had to read about America. The things he had to read had the n word, marajuana, and the f word. After she left he flipped out saying he might as well have showed us porn videos in front of her. He is so weird! Honestly I wouldn't mind one bit if he gets fired but shh. No I don't really care.

Then on the bus 2 kids got refferals. Like not threats but they actually got called up to the front of the bus and had to tell the bus driver thier name and what grade they were in. The two girl who got called up were honest. I have one in my first hour. They are the kind of kids who don't really care if they get suspended because then they don't have to go to school for a day. They don't like school anyway so it's like not even a punishment. I neber really got that concept. Do something bad and get a day off. If I hadn't learned my lesson I would probably be just like those kids. Except for the drug part. Thank Julie she somehow kept me from that. So that was my day. How was yours?(Sarcasm)

Lonely Only [Kate's Song]