So we did this exercise in church tonight. It was the usual relaxation one combined with meeting Jesus. I was fine with the relaxation part but when Kate said now you are going to meet Jesus. Then my'vision' got interesting. I was rowing a boat to an island. Then I got out of the boat. I had on no shoes. I had to walk and go find Jesus. The sand was very hot. This was supposed to be3 pleasant and relaxing. So I was walking semi tortured and had to keep going. Then because I am unable to imagine, or invision meeting Jesus the birch bark cross from AC came into mind. So I was in front of this cross. Then she said he was going to give me a present. My present was getting my face shoved violently into the dry hot sand. Then I suppose my brain got bored and so then I was shoving someones head into the sand. It felt good. This was supposed to be nice and tranquil. My life is not. My life is hell. Now I kind of know that I'm not the only one but I am the Lonely Only. I am lonely but I am ONLY me.
--Lonely Only--
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